It's funny how a week can change things - last week when plans changed/ got canceled, I got blue... got into a funk that I couldn't shake - emotion over logic - but this week? Complete 180. Logic over emotion... never a balance, one over the other. Why?
I think personally it's about letting go. Realizing what I can and can't control. Expectations only of myself. I struggle with this - always have. It's bred into me through so many ups, downs, trials, changes. A struggle. But yet yesterday when I decided on being selfish - about being only what I needed - about it being about me... life threw me a curve ball. Yes, it truly is when you least expect things that they come your way - I know this. I do. But yet? It's always a struggle. A quest to find the balance.
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