Day 46... music

Music... music once defined my life.  Not playing or singing or doing any of it but more that my life had a soundtrack.  A background track at all times.  There were few silences.  And now - that has changed.  I don't walk around the streets with my headphones in my ears.  My itunes is rarely opened at work.  I only have one cd in my car and therefore often listen to the radio - constantly scanning the channels for anything half decent.  I listen to more music at home but it's one playlist - repeated songs slowly shifting as the months pass by.  I don't need music like I used to.  It no longer influences my moods.  Perhaps it's because I am just happy.  I am fueled by so many other things that music has fallen into the background.  There is only one place that it matters to me - only one - the Crossfit box.  That is where I notice it most - there it is intense - angry, driven music gets me going, moving faster, harder.  That is the one place that I notice music.  Simplicity.