An old friend once told me that 'timing is everything' as we all know but thinking about it lately it's ringing much more true for me... I don't know how to fully explain why - I think it's just where I'm at now, what I want - the contradictions.
I remember back when I'd first graduated - there were opportunities aplenty then to come to Perth - it was an option but one I easily dismissed - the other side of the world just too far away - but now. Now I'm here and I love it. But it's not everything - in the future I see myself so many other places as well - no roots, just connections - to people, to places.
I've realized too that I never would have made it here back then - close to 10 years ago - I wouldn't have lasted, wasn't strong enough, wasn't ready to stand on my own. But the transition was easy for me now, at this time. I can't explain it - can't find the words to get anyone else to understand - at least those who have never done it - those that have never jumped with both feet, left everything behind to jump - solo. Chasing dreams full on. I guess that's just it - I have dreams now - ones for me - and only me.
And if one day, somehow, the pieces fall together and I find that person, my soul connection to do this with me - to live this life together - it'd be magical. A worldly adventure into the unknown, always moving, never searching. Experiencing. But I'm not waiting for that any more. I'm okay to do it on my own. Have proven it to myself. I will do it all, everything I can dream of - it will all come true, I just have to live it.
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